I just told my mum about it.. She smiled and she told me she guessed it.. Share things as well.. feel so good after feeling shitty today..

Got time to blog le. Busy with term test and yes, it's over.. And now, officially starting my term break which doesn't seem like a term break to me. Need to camp in school from like sunday till maybe friday and friday morning had to attend the Global Citizenship lecture and tutorial. Oh ya must share the good news.. Hehe got in the overseas CDS trip to Vietnam and flying off to Ho Chi Minh for 6 days 5 nites in April. Finally got a chance to go overseas. Though it's gonna be an educational trip but still, i got to see the outside world. Hmmm, if i ever decide to change my mind of not going, will be because of time. Time is what I need most right now. 24 hours a day doesn't seem to be enough. So many committments and I don't seem to fulfill them all.

Really wanted to continue to be DHL and it's going to be hard when I have to face with so many committments. Nevertheless, all the more i won't give up what I have now and what I'm doing now. Won't even regret the decisions i made and definitely, dear.

Busy busy busy week.. Got biofund assignment to complete when I have camps!!! arghhh... stupid camp.. made me camp so many days.

Hehe.. actually looking forward to getting back my papers. I'm such a weird person. I like to do exam and I like to take papers back because I want to know how I fare. Even if it's bad I oso wanna know so I can push myself further and further!!! Argh dunno why.. just feel like shouting these few days, but I think my mum will say I siao!

Ok, feel so bad for not able to join TB030 gang for the outings and all.. Feel like spending time with them but term test and other stuff. So long never crap with them le.. Miss their crappings and talking.. hehe, but for the gals, will be seeing them in camp so haha, i guess we will talk our hearts out in camp man. Had my Mu Gou Chy day ytd at Sentosa.. So fun.. had some gals' talk too.. it feels so good. Oh and we played a joke on my dear.. Hehe, my good dear didn't get angry.. and still crapped back with us. He is JUS so Good and Wonderful!! Power-ed!!! haha I'm mad mad mad...

Happy New Year.. It's a brand new 2005 ! Hope it's still not too late to say that because got another 358 days ahead of us.. My new year's eve was spent at Pasir Ris chalet.. Went for the NTI chalet but went mia to DTE to eat BK and chat with dear n YQ.. and finally we countdown to 2005 and both me n dear ran away from the water bomb session and went to sit at the rock near the shore.. Chatted alot and he asked abt my new year's resolution.. Well, never thought of that for so many years or rather never put any effort to come up with any resolutions until now.. Told him mine and I really hope I can achieve that, really~ Btw, it's coming to a month soon, had been really happy to know how dear felt and continue to feel all these while. Not hoping for much but just wanna say "having u is enough" . Maybe I may seem insensitive, cold or whatever sometimes, but that is how i protray to others. Knowing that u know how I really felt inside is the best le.

Problems are really part and parcel of everyone's life.. I think I seem to have alot of problems, but i'm really glad i have my dear and my best frens to share with. And also I'm happy that these problems come and go. As for the problem for the previous entry, it's solved! I'm just so happy to talk to her like we used to and she's beginning to pick up everything le.. Actually I hope to share my problems and certain stuff with my family members as well, but I just got a feeling it won't work.. It's like so hard for them to think what am I thinking, like different frequencies.. Many times I wanted to let them know some things, but I know what will their answer be like and what will be their reaction and therefore I chose to avoid these topics from them.. Maybe when I'm older I will be enlightened?

Today's 7th, one of my fren just went to NS.. Good luck to him man.. after booking out I hope he will become fitter ya? Anyway he's already quite fit.. Must really say sorry to him because I cant afford the time out to have dinner or have some gathering with him as well with the other guys.. Rest assure for those who are going to NS in April, I will meet u guys up at least once before u all go in k? Especially ZH and brother.. Long time nv see u all also le.. LAst time is during the chalet ba.. Know what I was thinking should have use it to catch up through some tok cok session instead of playing cards and mahjong..

Just had a captain's ball game competition with the gals, dear, YQ and benny yesterday.. Although never win, but we enjoy ourselves can le.. had a really good chat with Shin Yi, Gabrielle, Vanessa and Evelyn after the game when the guys went to company.. It was like so long since we last chatted altogether.. Maybe the last time was when we are at chalet? And seriously, shin yi was sooo cute.. haha.. she came up with funny stuff like 'square ball' because of my 'cool summer'.. Trying to be contradicting and it's like so funny.. and before that she even came up with 'black winter'.. haha.. She told us several stories and i just dunno why i feel that the way she tell the stories is so funny.. Oh I must'nt forgot to say that before we went for dinner at Genki Sushi, the 5 of us climbed the side out of school.. the 1st time i crawled underneath and the second which is yesterday, I climb over and it seem so cool~ hoho.. (very shiny) Only evelyn went to crawl underneath.. "ARRR" evelyn miss out the fun.. Oh ya, we gals named outselves the 'Mu Gou Chy' gathering and for any other outings next time together, we will call it mu gou chy outings.. haha.. thanks dear for coming up with the translation of it and be honoured ya? haha! then at genki, we talked about weight and shiny went to ask everyone about their weight. When she asked vanessa, she went " how heavy IS u?" haha, goodness.. all laughed at her den she realised and corrected herself.. Yesterday shiny really make me luff like crazy.. Another group of frens that made me feel so good to know them.. hee.. I think I made the right choice 7 months ago?

Term test coming soon, next week is my study week.. Got back result for Edev, did well and I will continue to maintain.. But i think gonecase for biochem.. which all the more made me feel i should work 100 percent harder for it.. Jia You to me and everyone as well~