A fruitless day!!!

Went to job-hunt wif AC n Suzy.. Firstly, Suzy forgot to brg his cert for the relief teaching interview.. so we all took a cab down to his place n retrieve it.. hehe, lucky he paid the cab fare.. or else i broke until i can declare bankrupt..
then we went to eat at Bugis before we head down to Buona Vista.. the ride was cold.. lolZ ya it was really cold, dunno y.. ok wah!! then at the MOE side.. the security super strict la.. we walk anywhere oso got security stare at us.. scary sia.. but in the end, we made our way thru them n reached the customer service area which we spent like half hr there trying to fill up the relief teaching form.. haz, i took up physical education for relief too.. weird choice..

Oh then we went ot sengkang for some flyer distribution job.. reach there, the man tok n tok but i don't seem abit interested in it.. plus when i calculate, the pay is abit low.. like erm $4 per hr when we have to do physical job.. haha.. picky was me! ok so whether onot i was picky or unlucky, today wasn't good la..
haizz, today oso nv receive any calls from any agency.. sad la.. gonna go broke soon if this continues with my wallet having $1 everyday..

So well.. tml going to Giant for interview.. Don't expect much either.. Well just hope i receive some good call tml from some agency.. Hmm tml will be 'busy'.. after job interview, might be going down to NUS to meet my Dear de Dear haha.. Well she's my ex-colleague la... the best colleagues i had was when i was working in Noel last yr.. haven meet them for a very long time.. maybe like 5 months la.. but still very long
la.. miss them oso.. we have alot of names for each other though n well, one of them was dear de dear.. lol.. yup but only get to see one tml.. the rest have to wiat till their Uni's exams' over which will be like after 6th.. haiz.. hope by then i get a job.. if not go out wif them oso no money.. Wish me Luck!

Abit late in writing this entry.. Should have written it after saturday paper but too busy with other stuff already.. So so... exam's finally over! & this also marks the end of this sem.. being waiting for like dunno how long for this sem to end already.. To sum up all.. all the 3 papers compared to last sem was much more difficult and this sem I really didn't aim high... I thk if i've got a 3.2 for my GPA.. I'll be over the moon..
Haz... everytime after exam.. the guys will always play soccer.. even if it's for awhile they also fun.. Oh then me, dajie, brandy aka ruby, jesslyn, faith (yes! faith joined us) & peter aka SUZY went for tea break cum dinner at NYDC... it was full and i ate dry hokkien mee.. lol.. Erm it's actually Parmesan Chicken Spaghetti la..
Well.. actually most of us have talked abt what happen on saturday... But.. still have to say la cos it's super funny lar.. It's suppose to be a mixed group but erm cos of something, it turns out to be a girls' day out ya?! Look at da names that i mentioned above and u will know.. wahaha!!!

Haizz, sad day for me today.. went out to look for jobs with nadia & noi but the results ain't that good.. Times are hard and many people are looking for jobs too.. went for 2 job interviews today and 1 of them is actually the selling of those those so called charity tickets... a bunch of crooks! Then the 2nd one, wow... waited almost 2 hours before it's our turn to be interview la.. damn long sia and i think i've left a bad impression of myself ya.. haha so i don't think i'll be able to get it... they will be calling the shortlisted candidates by 1pm tml.. we shall see....

Hmm, gotta be a bit of emotional for awhile..
Life seems so unpredictable.. Full of changes, full of mysteries and full of suspense. Sometimes when u choose not believe in others but yourself, you will find that you are wrong. Weird isn't it? But we gotta be realistic.. It's true sometimes.. Many things that happen to your friends or you may have heard of it, you may think that it won't happen to you, but it actually does.. maybe not now.. maybe later.. And when it actually happens.. you will get a shock from it and may not know how to handle.. I don't know how to phrasae it in a nicer way but I just want to say there are many things that are very superficial.. a diamond will not shine if u don't polish it..
I've never wanted to discriminate anything or anybody but there are things that will made me shun away from it.. Don't ask why, the barriers' just there.. It's not that I couldn't accept it but when something just pop up out of nowhere suddenly, you will need time to adjust and it takes time..
I've got a god brother.. I used to call him a **.. thinking it was just a play play stuff and that this kind of thing won't happen to people around me.. like I said, I was wrong and it happened and I've got a shock from it.. Well.. i guess from now on.. I will stoping calling him a ** cos his index finger is longer than his ring finger (jesslyn's theory).. i respect my gor and i know that he isn't 1.. So from now on.. I will not say that..

Sorry for all ar.. I know my blog abit long but erm bo bian cos i seldom update 1... So if i update will be "plah!!!" Everything comes out.. Persevere!!

Wow Wow Wow!!! 2 down and 1 to go... yeah!! and i'll escape haha...We'll be going Escape.. i'll just let my hair down and play all i want!! Haiz, a summary for the both papers i sat... Biz stats, hmm well... was fine, i know how to do.. but i thk i will still have careless mistakes la.. plus i hope i chose the qns correctly..
As for a/c... haiz, gone case la.. cash flow... fook the stupid cash flow.. cos i dunno how to calculate depreciation and i cannot balance my cash with the other stuff... and.... to add it all... i'm going to flunk the theory qns lor... it really s**ks la.. i thk if i ever gt gd grades for a/c this sem, i'm going to pray everywhere man..

Oh well, so many were sad.. our dear TB030 Peter who was the only 1 among us who gt A was sad after the paper... Haz, so much for slping the whole day hor? but anyway... this guy's gotten an A for his coursework... so NO SWEAT! Then dajie, ac, xiaodidi & alan was feeling down too... started to talk about how to not waste the sch fees by sitting for sup papers for a/c... haha... good way to comfort urselves ya? ok la.. at least gt make me laugh too... hahazz

Hmm... so after everything went to applied for jobs wif dajie n nad.. hope we get it ya... in need for money now..
oh and i went to my friend's father's wake... my friend was really sad... she was trying to stop her tears from flowing while telling us about her father... how her father went thru so much and how her father once skipped death becos they were still young... but all in all.. the time has come and he has to go... leaving his wife, and 3 children.. luckily her eldest brother had started working, if not i think my friend might be leading a harder life.. Well exam's nearing for her, though i know she hasn't started studying, but i hope she do well for it...

Though she may not be reading all these.. but i will just say it..
Although we may not be very very close, but i hope u know that there are friends like us who will be there for u when u need any support.. Irene, i hope u will go through all these soon although it may seem difficult... u are always someone whom we thought are always happy and smiling everytime even though when u are sad.. I hope we will see that in you again... be brave and strong and continue to work hard towards what u promised your father and to yourself...May God bless you and your family..

Malade Malade Malade!!! It means sick. Had a serious sore throat ytd & running nose like erm for 4 days oredi.. First time in my 17.5 years of life I fell sick nearing exam period.. Normally it will be like after exam.. Oh no! Is that an omen???

French exam was alright for my written and cultural test.. But I don't think I'm going to do well for my listening and oral.. Might flunk them but still hope and pray that I will be able to receive a B grade for it. Sad case.. :(

Hmm, I think I haven't put in as much as effort as I've put in last semester or maybe I'm expecting much.. Anyway I think that this semester is much harder than the last.. Well think it's gonna get worse from next sem onwards.. Will be taking 7 subjects if I manage to get my cds. Dieded!

Was kinda disappointed by my accounts results.. Actually got preparation for it oredi just that I dunno y, just feel sad.. Nvm, I'm gonna set a B+ for my accounts... at least a better grade than B for I promised myself as well as Leong Siew Theng..hahaz..

For those who feel sad about coursework results... be optimistic k? No matter whether it is due to our expectations or couldn't make it, remember we still have this last lap to prove ourselves that we are able to do it and achieve what we want. Work hard everyone and myself too.. Gonna get back to mug my Biz Stats lor..

Today marks the end of my French lesson with a 'Horror' movie & wif Leonard singing all the way form biz sch to convention centre and back to engineering sch front entrance..
Thought the movie's gonna be some romance stuff but it turned out to be a psycho woman kept thinking that this doctor loves her... and she was like smitten wif him ya... and the story goes on and on and on... and it doesn't seems to end cos the woman got into a mental hospital but was released... and guess what? she didn't take any pills that was given to her by the doctors but she used the pills to make the body n face of the guy she loves... what a pervertic act..

ohz, so after French, went to silicon to meet dajie, ac, peter & james.. all were rushing NMM but there were no com for use...had to share.. heyz but today was a great improvement!! 3 ppl uploaded to the server already.. wHoa, before i gorgot, the audio that i put in really gets on my nerves... couldn't hear it and found out it was due to the file name in the end... haz, was really damn stressed up man.. then left the place at 8.30pm and wanting to go orchard to buy peter's present when.... my wallet went missing!! Got quite a shock but lucky manage to retrieve it cos james and peter found it in silicon lab... hahaz, thanks guyz!!
all in all, it wasn't that fruitful though, cos we didn't manage to get peter's present eventhough we reached orchard before 9.30pm - all the shops were closing already... wasted my 2 bucks... and gotta get it before sun ya... there goess my weekend... my french n ya that's all... hahaz... peter!!, c i so gd!!

Got selected into BIT interest group committee... Don't know what's there actually.. Went for the briefing and they say they need people to form up the committee which includes 2 Chairperson, 2 Vice-Chairperson, Secretary, Treasurer and Sports Com.. Hmmz, most of the guys turned up and there were only 2 gers, 1 of my current classmates, Siu Wah and I... So decided to ask teacher whether can we bring in our own friends form BIT into the com, and the answer was positive... hehez, great!! invited Dajie and Faith into it... will tell the others when i see them... but erm dunno when though..

Did a bad thing with Banana Woman today.. hahaz... We tricked Leonard!!! Told him that Jerome was angry with him and Faith as they either always didn't turn up for Wed lesson or came late.. and Jerome was kinda pissed off.. Don't be surprise, Leonard was really taken aback by this and he believes it and he goes.."Cham liao!" But errr, the fun of it wears off when he was chatting to me just now asking me about the details of what Jerome says... So didn't manage to trick him till tomorrow's lesson.. sad..:(

Oh hahaz, Banana Woman's going to get a scodling form him tomorrow ya... Good luck!!

That's all folks... gotta transfer files for dajie now..

3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers to Bonkers.. hahaz.. fun day i had wif Equilibirum during bonkers.. wooh spent like 5 hrs ard Singapore from east to west to town and finally back to east...

reached sch abt 9am tpo meet for breakfast at first but everybody was late so gave it a miss! Then we came up wif this grp name's - Equilibrium at the very last minute becos of dajie's 'when the demand curve meets supply curve'.. set off for the race at 10 and it marks the start of bonkers III... had a great time wif sharon, peter n ac thoughout the journey and to me especially in cck park... really kinda pleased wif myself for one of the guessing qns where i actually another guessed the word nike out of adiddas shoe.. hahaz.. but the best award goes to dajie in guessing "just do it"!! we rox man!!!! but nt forgetting our main role actor - AC.. can really sae tt he's gd in doing all these except for 1 qns.. which is netball.. hahaz, his way of shooting for netball style is exactly the same as how he plays basketball... haizz, lift up ur legs higher next time..

but all in all.. enjoyed myself to the fullest despite the disappointment we had when we reached TP.. hmmm, wat can we say... we are not the last anyway... 5th in position...CHEERS!! and we even had a medal for it.. hehez... errr, that's like been a long time since i last gt a trophy.. maybe like 7 yrs? haz... i definitely gonna join next yr if there were a Bonkers IV... last but not least, not forgetting that ouchhhhhhh... both my legs are aching like hell now... so much for not exercising... going to do that after exams...

Didn't went with Dajie they all for the show.. was quite a disappointment at first, but later remembered that my friend is screening the show in her house.. So i went there too with a bunch of her church friends whom i knew some of them also.. watched for 2 hrs.. i guess i rate it 3.5. After the show i can really see a few of them crying even the guys too ya.. then cos all of them are christians so they ahd this communion thing? Did i spelled that correctly.. sorry for any errors cos i really had no idea what's that... then they bowed their heads n i did that too.. cos it wasn't something strange to me, then they prayed... Well, something surprising happen though.. my best friend invited 2 of my pri sch friends along too for the show and one of them doesn't know that i'm coming and so am i... he brought a friend with him and guess what? that friend of his is my ex sec sch (yuying sec) sec 1 friend... and she's now in TP.. haz, at least found a new friend to talked to amidst the huge crowd.

haz, btw, her name's SiLin and is from Biotech.. my once desired coz... hahaz, forgotten to say that there's a speak in tongue session after the 'communion' and she was like quite shock and asked me what they are talking about... haz, proud of myself to tell her what does it mean by speaking in tongue..

hmm... well actually personally i think that show isn't that bad.. but it's like showing me the slashing on Jesus most of the time.. Hey, but the movie does really depict the sacrifices of Jesus.. and the nailing part was - eeeeeee yeaaaa.. kinda really 'can't bear to continue watching' mood... oh then heard from my friend's cell grp leader that roman's most severe punishment only allows a max of (40-1=39) slashing, hmmm but the movie shows a total of 2 sets of 39 slashing... wonder will it cause any post-movie commotion about the number of slashes.. hahaz..

Having bonkers tml... so have go off now................:)

Don't know what's got into me... Feeling kinda funny when i got nth to do.. For the whole of this week, i'm like either watching tv or on-ing the com and chat.. Only did NMM which now i've only left 1 page more to go.. but still, i just feel lost? Just feeling empty and i've been quite guai too.. have been coming home early this week but not doing anything.. hahaz.. i am weird!!

OMG!!! haizz kena irritated again!!! wah.. dunno how many times this week..sianz..this is going crazy man.. But i will still keep my cool though..

French class ending soon too.. having my last tutorial on next wednesday and finally we're gonna watch a french movie on thurs.. but still don't know to go or not to go... haven decided since it's up to us.. yea i think this sem, i'm gonna miss my french class only.. the rest... forget it..

Going to watch Passion of the Christ tml.. haha my brother's going too.. same time, same area but different cinema.. his is at Lido and mine at Cineleisure.. dun intend to meet him anyway n i hope i wun bump into him.. haz, but quite funny that he's going or this movie too.. shall hear his views on this movie tml nite...