Feeling so sick and tired of Java.. Just why can't the teacher accept my project? Now have to go around asking ppl for help when they are oso having projects and busy. Only left 2 more weeks to submission and been trying to do something to it for these 2 days but nth just came out of my brain. Darn! No use at all by not going out nor looking thru the notes and turning my computer on for the whole day.. So shitty, why can't the tutor give me a easier project? It's soooo soooo soooo different form the lab practices.. arghhh, I need some pro java programmer now

Too tired to blog yesterday...... Fwah!! Yesterday was a great day.. CCN day and TB030 is back again with curry puffs. It was a great day afterall and we sold all our curry puffs.. yeah!! Earning a total of about $140. And yesterday most of us wore the class T-shirt.. hehez.. Nevertheless, we had great fun with the t-shirt too as well because of the our famous jokers in class.. Shall leave it to suspense first cos the thing must be demostrated so that it will be more funny.. lolz..

Haha, was supposedly to be helping out my new course in Engine but I didn't.. Instead I only went over just to help sell my puff haha.. Cos i'm always Tb030.. hohoho.. So abt 11 of us went to Tampines to chill out.. Some went off early and we kinda have a great chat with the remaining ones like brandon and faith.. Then brandy so ON.. Ask him to treat us and he really did.. Thanks ya.. We had Ya Kun and sat there for quite some time before the 2 ppl went back and left only, AC, peter and me.. Then walk around Century Square and crushing my fingers everywhere we go until about 9+ when we headed home.. It was a long and tired day but all the things that happened ytd was superb!! For one last gd news.. I got in TPSU sub com together with Dajie, Faith, Noi, Nadia & last but not least Brandong! hahaz..

Gotten my Polo T.. It's nice.. and I love it.. Well, me and Noi actually went so RARA upon seeing the Polo Ts.. Both of us stood infront of each other and open the shirts together to get a view of the back design.. (ya by count 1 2 3).. lolz.. then the keychains dropped when we open the shirts...

Yea tml, CCN, seeling curry puff with my TB030 frens.. Hope it's gonna b a great success and everything turns out smoothly too.. Yup, and tml will be a bucnh of blackies walking around TP selling curry puffs..

Just to recap abit..

about few days ago when I was walking towards the biz entrance to meet dajie and gang.. I saw this group of year 1 students wearing formal and taking photographs. The scene suddenly reminds me what I did with them 1 year ago.. Hmm till now, all these stuff haven is like still deep within me.. When I saw that, i was literally substituting the images of those year 1s to my group of tb030 peeps.. Haiz, no more frequent formal wears for me le..

Went for TPSU sub com recruitment on Monday.. I was interviewed by Alvin Ting (the President).. But I think it's quite alright overall, at least he didn't ask me killer questions. Dajie say our chances might be high.. Hope so ba..

These few days kinda busy.. Everyday after school will meet dajie and gang up then go home by bus 8 and watch tv and on my notebook. Y? Because of the Java project. My tutor rejected my project. She say I didn't go according to the requirement so if I submit my initial project, I might not pass. What to do? Redo everything, leaving me with only 3 weeks to do it. Now currently getting help from my brother's fren and Teck Chin..

Besides the Java thingy, my very own TB030 is having CCN stall selling curry puffs.. SO far we have earned about $100 oredi. But have to thank Noi's mum for not charging us. Ya so kinda busy wif all these plus I think I really become Loan Shark Sim always chasing them for Class T-Shirt money.. Didn't mean to but have to..

Then I think something weird happen la.. I'm guessing it and it looks obvious leh.. But no matter what, I'm firm on my ground and I know what I want.. Now is not the time and he's not right either &&&&&&&&& I want to enjoy poly life too wif my frens ba.. I don't want to be tied down by anything.. Mugging java again and I'm still sick.... oh gosh

Sick Sick Sick!!! Nothing to do at home oso.. Went to see a doctor just now and was prescribed with dunno how many different kinds of medicine.. Cannot blame becos I didn't went to see any doc until today when I've been coughing for almost 1 month.. Took 2 days of MC but still going back to school.. Can't afford to miss the 2 morning lectures tml and Java programming lab.. Got quizzes the following week.. But I think after viewing my bio script I'm gg to say byebye to my lecturer.. Well at least I pon with reasons.. lol..

OMG!! class t-shirt costs $20.. all thanks to me and the supplier who only tell me $10 is for white t-shirt..$10 more.. this 2 months cfm gg to overspend my money again.. Arghh my hand's trembling, must be the medicine.. ciaoz~

I'm sooooo HAPPY!!! My CKT got 77!!! B+ and not D.. At first tutor say got 1 failure in class, and I tot it was me.. so I was quite sad thruout the whole presentation for tutorial ans.. then after that he give back, when i took my paper, it was 77! and i was so stun!! Couldn't believe it man.. Must see my face when i got back my paper.. Then got full marks for the both qns I know how to do and some marks here and there for the other 2 due to workings and formulae.. It totally brighten up my day and pulled my spirit up.. Following that, was the BIT sports day.. Dajie told me to go join badminton and I did.. Went to play singles and mixed doubles with AC.. Fought into finals for singles but they didn't let me play because I wasn't suppose to win and they cancelled my name off even though in finals. For mixed doubles, won the 1st round but lost the 2nd.. The 2nd round was a total pissed game.. Competed with the year 1s, and they pissed the referee too!! There was an argument between them and AC was more pissed (from talk alot to nv talk).. But still they won, firstly with skills and secondly giving in to them, since i was not officially supposedly to win too..

Saw the game between Willy and Alan in table tennis.. Fierce fight and Alan emerged as champion! Congrats, but Willy u not bad either! Then these 2 days kept discussing CCN for my TB030.. Busy doing up the shirt and collecting money.. Finally finalised everything today and rushed off to the give e design to the person but ended up late due to some idiotic driver ---> We stopped at Paya Lebar MRT with peter and faith and met noi.. so took a cab cos dun really know how to go and we were like 5 more mins to 9pm (the time when the shop closes).. then this stupid driver anyhow drive us ard geylang east when we suppose to go to geylang east ave 3.. he drive us ard geylang east central and aljunied sia.. then at 1 junction i was hoping he wun turn right, cos he turn right it will be my hse le.. and I was in my heart thinking if he turn right i will sure say something out 1... and he really did.. So pissed man and i told him straight that if he goes forward, it will be sims drive le.. And he stopped outside my sec sch busstop and looked at travel guide and still ask peter help him take a look at where geylang east ave 3 is.. OMG!! it onli like 2 roads away from the paya lebar mrt man.. then he sent us there.. the cab fare was $6.. I was the one who blanjah so i was so pissed that i told the driver :"Uncle, I'm not going to pay $6" he said:"Erm, then how much u gg to pay?" I say:"$3" and he say ok.. lol.. actually he still earn ya.. 2 roads away only and he earns $3.. dunno say dunno dun turn me ard and ard my home area! ya in e end, was late and the shop closes and I need to personally go there tml in e morning.. sianz! but no choice~ Oh just found out my 'estate' was like a place for old folks and physically handicapped ppl.. sorry for being rude but it MaCs were like frequented by these ppl today instead of those youngsters lor.. haiz..

Came home and forgot to buy my mum dinner at aljunied, went to all the coffeeshops near my hse area and all closed.. So had to ask my bro to buy back.. Sorry mum, wasn't on purpose.. erm well, she wun b able to read it too!! Tml gg out with SE they all le, but i got a feeling like it will b cancelled leh.. how sia.. kk gtg slp le.. Think my outgoing sms will increase these few days man.. Oh oh~~~

My gigital got an A! Not hi but low.. Again, should be happy but CMI la.. Tml getting back my last paper, CKT.. Already know the results for that just hoping that I won't fail it. A D tml will be enough to be happy about.. Currently changing my aims cos I realised my limitations, my standards is up to this level.. It's kinda impossible for me to push myself further.. even how hard I try, I still lose.. I'm already at my best and getting As is as gd as getting a Z for me now..

Just a stupid thought that came across my mind - did I made the wrong choice.. If I nv change, I'll probably end up in BIT Interest Grp Main Com, still be able to be in DHL and follow the path that Peh Wee Leng drafted out, smoothly getting into U with the credits I earned? haiz, stupid thinking.. Already in BIE liao.. although know my standards, but still will strive for the best! and be happy cos currently I got 3As, 1B and 1D now (based on term test).. haha, worse test I ever done!

Tml helping BIT in their sports day and joining their badminton.. Dajie ask me not to win, but there's a query to whether I can win onot.. No seal points - so sad.. play for fun only.. Then tml go home still need to do up my Java draft, hope can do it sia.. Then now still got CCN stuff to organise, this is going to be a busy week!

Good news for Singapore!!! And for my favourite sports too!!! Well, 3 cheers to Singapore team in Men's Singles and to Ronald Susilo too for beating World No. 1, Lin Dan from China.. Haha, guess I can go become anchorperson liao.. But I happy la, cos it's my favourite sports plus my favourite country.. yoohoo!! But I think it would still be better if the honour is truely from a Singaporean.. Just wondering why Singapore likes to buy ppl over to fight for herself. Is Singapore really that worse? Can't even produce some good atheletes?

Anyway got back 3 papers today.. 3 below my expectations.. Thought I would erm hehe get full marks for Java, but turned out to be far from it by 1 mark.. follow by Engineering Math where I thought I would get 86 but gt 82, super careless and lastly, my bio, thought at least could hit a 30 but ended up 29/40.. I think too much already.. I think if other ppl got this marks they would be on cloud nine.. It's just me I know.. What to do? I gave myself that pressure, nobody gave me.. So I can only blame it on myself.. My only hope on gigital fundamentals now, getting back tml~ so wish me luck!

This holiday seems so short!

Just barely enjoyed it and it's coming to an end in a few hours time.. Think this is my another slackest holidays.. Been sleeping alot and I mean alot.. Sleep and sleep like nobody's business.. From 4+ am to about 6 in the evening..

The only thing that should be done and I did was my Java project.. Due on mid September but kinda finish already, just need to do some touch up on it and can say 'Bye' to Java Programming.. Only one single assignment this week, didn't touch on other stuff, feel handicapped but I think I'm worrying too much, mustn't be so nerdy.. haha..

Gonna be a brand new term tml.. So, new goals for this new term - Go out with my best frens, it's been ages since we went out, buck up more on my CKT-----I need a B now! That's all, Au Revoir!

Back from BIE chalet..

Hmm, it was very very ok only.. But the chalet's big.. It's very nice.. On the other hand, the programs planned actually sux, didn't really enjoy it.. Probably I should say the programs that were planned didn't get to be carried out at all..
Throughout this chalet, found out that the group I sticked with all the while were anti-ing somebody in the course.. I think I abit become one of them le la.. Then like got alot of gossips that were talked behind this person, well cos of the person's character.. Sad to say, the person's kind of the infamous person in the course lor..

Stick around mostly with the year 1s.. But still got talked to the year 2s, cos 1 of them my fren and what surprises me most was, I saw my primary school fren in the chalet.. She's in year 2.. but I didn't know she's in the same class and same course as my fren.. What a coincident and I did catch up alot with her..

Then at the chalet, I think I played Bluff most of the time, learned more about the game Bridge and know more about my new year 1 frens le.. Drank on the 2nd nite but didn't got drunk cos only 6%.. But there was this group of year 1s whom I dun really like..They are Ah Bengs! Hope I dun get proj group work with them for the following 2.5 years man.. Wonder how this kind of ppl can get into BIE.. Oh, so this group of year 1s, they drank Black Cat, alcoholic content super hi lor and they drank 4 bottles altogether (got like 3 or 4 of them).. So, obviously, they got drunk. One of them named Azra (if I didn't spell wrongly, btw, he's chinese), was seriously drunk.. Think he wanna take his stuff out to the beach.. So we told him it's in the 2nd drawer, he went to look for it at the speaker area which was like beside the drawer table.. then when he went outside he jumped around kicking the walls at around 3am.. and kept on saying he isn't drunk and he could walk straight and showed us too.. Super funny.. but i dun like their attitude.. Smoking in an air-conditioned room even after we asked them not too, so inconsiderate..

Went back to sleep at about 10.30am.. and slept all the way till 6pm ad went out with my family at 8pm again.. haha.. Did java just now, but like no improvement, still stucked at the same place.. Probably just submitting my current draft which is like shit.. Nearly forgot, hehe, as for now, should be confirming a pass in my HAP test.. Hooray! (was told by my tutor on the 2nd nite when he came for the bbq).

Just rewind back to 2 day ago where I had to meet my fren.. It was really fun being with them.. Met up with Xiaodidi, Dajie and Peter erm well still got AC and his gf but most of the time weren't around la.. Went to eat and chill at our usual area esp Lips.. Was laming there lo.... With a new found word 'Stupid'.. Just that word and it reminds me of the small boy at Kumon who kept on syaing he's stupid.. And xiaodidi just sound like him that day.. haha, it was a crappy day!! But I like it haha! "Stupid!" Think Xiaodidi and I were the clowns that day, kept entertaining peter and dajie..

Then at nite saw Faith, called her when we were actually so near each other.. U waste my phone bill again bebe.. Can't stand her la.. i took the MRT at around 10pm.. then I call her asked her where she is and she told me she just left Orchard.. Then talked halfway both of us went under the tunnel and the 'tutututu' sound of the MRT was the same for hers and mine but we didn't realise until at like Bedok... So started to ask her where she is.. and she told me she at Bedok.. Goodness man, just left Orchard... what a sentence!! Faith u always make ppl confuse 1 leh..

ok.. talked alot le.. now going to sleep soon and tml a brand new day for me again.. I think I wun be going to my course's ALC stuff.. think it will be boring.. ratehr stay at home and try to figure out my java project.. nitez~

Term Tests over for me!!! My last paper was OK!! Aiming hi for that, cos got confident..
So in summary.. Went to orchard with Noi, met up with AC then Peter.. crapped and laugh throughout the stoning time with Noi n Peter while in lips and Mac.. Talking abt the mayonaise stuff that James, Peter, AC and Dajie were talking abt the day before.. Dirty ar...
Then at Mac, there's this little boy who sat beside Peter.. when we were halfway eating, he turned around and look at peter and smile at him with his small "peter's smile".. then dunno why me and noi started laughing till cannot stop.. And it persists for quite some time..lol. Finally bought Peter's his birthday present 4 months later.. But I think another one coming soon..

Still sick.. haiz.. and tml's the BIE chalet stuff.. Started to chiong my java project ytd.. It was totally madness.. Don even noe how to start.. called my fren and we chatted for abt 3 hrs on it i think.. thanks btw.. Then i still got another poly fren helping me to debug too.. my Saviours..

Today's National Day ..so Happy Birthday Singapore!!! Later going to watch fireworks with my primary and secondary school people at one of my fren's hse.. then got bbq oso.. hahaz, not bad.. sit and enjoy fireworks with bbq.. lol..

For tml schedule... hmm dunno yet.. but cfm gg to the chalet in the nite.. Hope it will be fun!!
Got a tight schedule this week.. hope can finish what I'm suppose to finish..

2 papers down and 2 more to go..

Talked wif TTC and Bai ytd while studying HAP, actually end up talking craps but luckily still manage to read thru digestion.. Studied HAP till 4am in the morning and I give my a 2 thumbs up cos I finally manage to know more about bones and skin.. Especially Bone Remodelling.. yeah!

The chapter on muscle will be scheduled later, so gd luck to me..

Haiz.. this 2 weeks super bz, wanted to go out with Weiting and Sin En but cannot.. This week is term test and after that go out with TB030 ppl, Sunday rest, Mon rest, probably have to go to the BIE chalet on Tues till thurs, Fri gt medical appointment then go out wif TB030 frens again.. Sat and Sun will b the only days I can go out wif them and do my Java project proposal... Life's such a hectic..

It's super duper saddening!!! I'm going to flunk my circuit.. Out of 100 marks, I think I'm getting 50 or even lesser.. I dunno how to do 2 questions.. Die man.. a D is on the way.. hai.. 1st time in poly I get such low grades.. The questions today are so totally different from the past year papers.. Shit man, but I'm not going to bow down to my failure, instead I work super hard on it to go back to a B if possible.. Lab test, Quiz and Exam for CKT - I'm coming!!

Going to chiong for my math soon... tataz!~!

The start of the term test week.. Finished my circuit revision early in the evening.. SIP till like 10+ before I opened up my HAP.. The moment I flipped the pages, my first reaction was "5 chapters and yet need to study so much"! Like about 300 odd pages for it.. Have to remember how to draw diagrams too... just for 2 structure and 1 essay questions.. Oh wat the hell~

Declined my best fren offer to go out to study today cos I know I sure won't be able to finish my schedule if I still go out today.. Sorry SE..

Btw, great to hear that most people done well for their POM assignment.. Keep it up guys!! Good luck to my and everyone's term test too!! Back to mugging soon..... :(